Channeling brings me closer and closer to a truth and knowingness which I find blinding, heartrending in its beauty and sometimes too intense to experience..   and this truth is the knowledge of God, of Source, and experiencing myself as a point of perception in the eyes of God – and knowing others as myself experienced from different viewpoints.

It has brought with it a knowledge, and intrinsic knowing of the truth of our unity, all of us, which is part of my being and no longer simply a fact which I can understand but never feel. I FEEL the love of Source when I channel – it washes over me and through me and it is a sense of compassion so deep that it always move me to tears, as though I am a detached observer, which in a way I am.

And in this knowing is, also, a deep sense of awakening to our ability to create, knowing that we are creating every instant of our lives, even as we live them, and that, since we are creating them, we can create them differently in the blink of an eye.

Creation is in you and I – you can create a better life, the best life, a life so blinding in its blissfulness that to describe it is utterly impossible for me to do, since I have only begun to sense the possibility of it. I am touching on it, barely, and yet already so aware of it in my love for what I am living, the changed reality which they have made me aware of , and which I have walked into as through a looking glass.

They have given me a look into that looking glass, and as I put a hand forward and reached towards it, my fingers met – not glass, but a vast and welcoming new reality, as my dreams and wishes unfold before me, from day to day.

Nina Ferrell